These days I feel a little upset that I am not in Europe. that I’m not free. that  I can’t live with my boyfriend, that my life is going to change. I feel sad. I feel scared. I have a lot of feelings, and sometimes I just want to feel happy. Most of the time, even when I’m trying to do the things that do make me happy, I just feel content, with this lingering feeling of sadness and hopelessness. I have a strong desire to do nothing, to procrastinate and not be productive. I need to learn how to be a productive person again. a happy one. My grandma is 80 now. She’s in great shape and health. I want to be like that at 80. I want to enjoy my life. I need to start exercising. Train myself to be stronger. Lose some weight. I don’t know. This is just my stream of consciousness so I’m positive this won’t make any sense, but that this moment…I just want to be happy. I want to be safe. I don’t want to fear everything.

Summer Bucket List

Movies:

  • Great Gatsby
  • Star Trek
  • Man of Steel
  • Monster University
  • Despicable Me 2

Shows:

  • Cats
  • TSO
  • Second City

Montreal

New Years 2013

Resolution time rolls around again. Let’s try to make achievable goals this time…

  • Exercise 3 x a week
  • Drink 4 glasses of water a day
  • Do all readings ahead of time/on time
  • Spend less than $100/month on clothes
  • Spend less than $100/month on going out/food
Goals:
  • Finish assignments/papers 2 days ahead of time
  • Get accepted to exchange
  • Get a job
  • Lose 10 lbs
  • Learn to ride a bike
  • Get G2

luckieststudent:

The Student Life Network is giving away the best prize pack in Canadian student history.  It starts with $20k for school and five Dell XPS Ultrabooks to share with friends. 

Register to win at: http://luckie.st/Pokwls  Canadian students 13+ only.

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these bruises make for better conversation.

these bruises make for better conversation
train

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nikolawashere:

Making animations because I’m bored, here ya go.
“RELAX” 

nikolawashere:

Making animations because I’m bored, here ya go.

“RELAX” 

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  • Boy: Next year I'll be Aladdin for Halloween.
  • Girl: Then I can be a princess!
  • Boy: You're already my princess.

happy upbeat time…need this to make me feel better about school starting.

Nearing the end of summer

I can’t believe the summer is over! I’m off to NY tonight. Busy busy. I’m basically done everything at work - AMAZING. Which means I can go home early (Though I came late). Sweet. I have also assembled the list of matters that I have worked on for my boss to look at later. Maybe I’ll email it to him today. Or tomorrow. He’s on vacay, so I have no idea. Lol. 

It feels a little weird to close everything. My desk is almost empty…I’m just kinda sitting around… 

BUT NYC OMG!

Progress report

Phillips 0%

Resume 100%

Cover letter 10%

Biking 0%

Harbourfront 32.5/60