These days I feel a little upset that I am not in Europe. that I’m not free. that I can’t live with my boyfriend, that my life is going to change. I feel sad. I feel scared. I have a lot of feelings, and sometimes I just want to feel happy. Most of the time, even when I’m trying to do the things that do make me happy, I just feel content, with this lingering feeling of sadness and hopelessness. I have a strong desire to do nothing, to procrastinate and not be productive. I need to learn how to be a productive person again. a happy one. My grandma is 80 now. She’s in great shape and health. I want to be like that at 80. I want to enjoy my life. I need to start exercising. Train myself to be stronger. Lose some weight. I don’t know. This is just my stream of consciousness so I’m positive this won’t make any sense, but that this moment…I just want to be happy. I want to be safe. I don’t want to fear everything.
- Great Gatsby
- Star Trek
- Man of Steel
- Monster University
- Despicable Me 2
- Second City
Resolution time rolls around again. Let’s try to make achievable goals this time…
- Exercise 3 x a week
- Drink 4 glasses of water a day
- Do all readings ahead of time/on time
- Spend less than $100/month on clothes
- Spend less than $100/month on going out/food
- Finish assignments/papers 2 days ahead of time
- Get accepted to exchange
- Get a job
- Lose 10 lbs
- Learn to ride a bike
- Get G2
these bruises make for better conversation.
these bruises make for better conversation
- Boy: Next year I'll be Aladdin for Halloween.
- Girl: Then I can be a princess!
- Boy: You're already my princess.
damn you, cat.
happy upbeat time…need this to make me feel better about school starting.
I can’t believe the summer is over! I’m off to NY tonight. Busy busy. I’m basically done everything at work - AMAZING. Which means I can go home early (Though I came late). Sweet. I have also assembled the list of matters that I have worked on for my boss to look at later. Maybe I’ll email it to him today. Or tomorrow. He’s on vacay, so I have no idea. Lol.
It feels a little weird to close everything. My desk is almost empty…I’m just kinda sitting around…
BUT NYC OMG!
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